lots has been going on! lots of drama but hopefully i'm done with that. i've made some changes in my life and let go of certain people who just make life hard and put to much stress on me. if you're reading this chelsea...know that i love you but i can't stay friends with you because of how you act. your attitude towards certain things is just horrible! and you have to let of things that make life harder (aka cody) i can't walk around defending you anymore when what everyone else is saying is 100% true. i've been blind towards the crap for so long but i'm done! i told you you have to let go of things that make life harder so i'm letting go.

on a happier note lots has been going on lately. i decided to have a sweet 16 instead of taking a trip in march! i'm really excited and according to like website checklist thingys i shoul've strted preparing in april....BUT i guess i'll start now haha i'm leaning towards a cupcake theme simply because i found AMAZING cupcakes in all my favorite things!

twilight

hello kitty

records (of course instead of saying viva las vegas it'll say happy birthday megan)

the breakfast club

alice in wonderland

candy haha and lots lots more!

it should be really cool! i'm planning on giving awesome goodie bags and just partying! if you live near me and you want to come let me know send me a message whatever a party can never have to many friends!

in other news haha no jk lifes been pretty mellow lately and i love it! i only have about a month or so of summer vacation left. as i get older i feel like time just flies by and you don't realize how much you miss. i feel like if i blink i'm going to be at graduation already and it's really sad to think about how young i am and yet i only have a few more years until its just me against the world.

yea i'm weird get over it lol

so my top 10 songs of right now are on my myspace playlist so check em out myspace.com/karma_suck1537

alright lovelys! time to part!

did you or are you planning on having a sweet 16?

whats your favorite song right now?

xoxo

it's been so long! too long! haha. i still don't have much to update on. today i hung out with chelsea and we just basically were couch potatoes! haha i'm going to her casa tomorrow and i'm packing for like a month haha i always pack like this i take everything but the kitchen! seriously!

so i've basically been doing a whole lot of nothing! working on some designs that will hopefully be done by the time i get paid and will be up on cupcakesinwonderland.buzznet.com! i've been working really hard on them! other than that i've been looking for a new job. i got apps from icings rue21 the buckle hot topic places like that. i might actually enjoy working if it's around clothes and i get a discount haha. and i've been hanging with friends. you know same old same old.

i've become such a twilight freak! haha i love it! i started reading them a few weeks ago and i'm already on eclipse which is really weird for me because i hate reading! haha but i love these books they're sooooo good! i didn't really like the movie but i'm in love with the books! total team edward! love him! he's such a cutie! haha i love alice too she's awesome! haha i'm such a twerd!

i love this feature on my phone haha

well cupcakes i'm gonna leave you with my top 5 of course!

1. forever-in this moment
2. 21 guns-green day
3. old white lincoln-the gaslight anthem
4. careless whispers-seether
5. speakers blown-hit the lights

have you read twilight?

what's your favorite song right now?

xoxo

i haven't journaled in a while so i figured it's about time. i've been pretty busy lately. work, hanging out with friends, sleep haha not really that busy huh. the most work i do is during the weekend. i work for a bout 4 hours saturday and sunday. but hey whatever it's a job right? i've been really lazy this summer! i haven't really done much. i've been lounging around my house, sleeping til noon, hanging out with friends, going to the pool, you know the normal teenager summer things. i really really need to have a yard sale!!! i have so much stuff that i just don't use or wear anymore! tons of cds and dvds some toys tons of clothes! i've just changed styles and really grown into myself so i have no need for it anymore! if you're interested in buying something i have tons of hollister, aeropostale, disney clothes, random cd's and dvds, i have the first season of the hills in the box still. tons of stuff! if you want me to put it up please let me know!

this is what i do at 3 am when i'm bored haha

o well anyways today the air conditioning guys woke me up. we had to replace our furnes =( they're sooo loud!

i'm goning to leave you with my top 5 songs

1. why was 6 afraid of 7-before their eyes
2. her diamonds-rob thomas
3. white wedding-billy idol
4. (everything i do) i do it for you-bryan adams
5 london calling-the clash

.....and this pic haha

i thought it was really cool!

xoxo

a lot of pics from the prom and a lot from last few days all the small ones i stole off my friends myspace haha sorry

well there goes goodbye lol hello summer! next year's going to be a blast!

is everyone out of school yet?

what are you looking forward to most about summer?

xoxo

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Tons of crap! Posters, broken tiaras, random pics with friends, you name it I have it!

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
I snore when I'm really tired And I swear I have conversations with myself!

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds. Mostly metal and alternative rock and some old school stuff like slipknot, motley crue, the cure, nirvana, chiodos, metallica, ect.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
How would I know that?

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?

To move!

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
...back in the day of like.....seventh grade when there was stupid drama and not like serious life changing things happening.....I don't wanna be in 7^th grade again haha but I miss the stupid drama part

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
My identity

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
5'6"

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
No

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
No

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Cris

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Losing someone and having it be my fault

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Black hair bright green eyes!

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING AT?
...I won't be doing the proposing haha but I hope its on Halloween!!!

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
.....BOTH!

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
mushrooms

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
cupcakes

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
Black hahahaha

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Eww no!

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
My dad's approval

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
....maybe =D

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Uh....I think so

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Iron fist

25. WHO IS THE HOTTEST FEMALE/MALE CELEBRITY
.....umm....idk everyone I like isn't really a celebrity...

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
nope

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
I SAID NO!

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Already have....it sucks!

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
7

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
brunettes

35. YOUR WEAKNESS?
....smile....and people crying

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
indeed

37. FIRST JOB?
babysitting

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Hahahahahahaha o yea

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
Deffinatley! More than one for some lucky souls.

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
Eating dinner

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
nope

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST
my hair

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
Yea....it did nothing for me haha

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Lip piercing....tattoo....car....trip to new york

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
NONE!!!!

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no

47. What is the biggest turnoff of the OPPOSITE SEX?
When their cocky

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU MISS ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
Still in high school...don't miss anything yet

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
....idk

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not really

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
lunch meat? weirdo

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
....I wouldn't call them bad just....yea.

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
no

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
FER SURE!!!

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
Depends on who you are

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
kinda

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Yell at whoever's in front of me

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
To prove I can make it

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Joshy.....this like ratty baby doll that cried and his head fell off haha

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Like 70-90 I think

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
Hahaha my best friend!

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
All the time!

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
M.P

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Someone who can make me laugh and will protect me

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Megz, Cupcake

68. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
One Tree Hill

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
Fight! Haha it's not the best but it's what I do.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
mint

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
yea

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
Laying around doing nothing

74. WHAT'S THE FASTEST YOU'VE EVER GONE IN A CAR?
Uh....like 70 haha I just started driving though so we'll see...

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Yea they're fun to read

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
In Loving Memory by And Then I Turned Seven

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
milk

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Xavier

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
height

80. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR SPARE TIME?
draw

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Stupid people

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR?
October

83. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF CANDY?
Skittles or lollipops...anything fruity

84. HAVE YOU EVER REALLY AND TRULY HAD A BEST FRIEND?
Of course! I have 2 right now!

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
black

86. EYE COLOR?
Green

88. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
Taco bell haha

89. FAVORITE RESTAURANT?
That one sushi place by Albertsons

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
DUH!

91. Last thing you watched?
Family guy

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
halloween

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS?
Guitar a little

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT?
.....no clue....

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
both

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Both haha jk relationships

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
This question

98. DO YOU HAVE A LOW SELF ESTEEM OR A HIGH SELF ESTEEM?
I'm obnoxious and outgoing....so I guess high....?

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Green eggs and ham....can't seem to get past the part about the fox haha

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE:
single and loving it!!!

now that you know some of my truths leave me a comment with a few of yours! and give me a couple more to answer haha this is pretty fun!

xoxo

Aren't Fridays susposed to be good? i had the crapiest frifay EVER!!!

so first to start off the glorious day we found this note in science between chelsea and cris and it was talking about his top 3 crushes and it's like 1.? 2.haylee 3. izzy...and it created this HUGE!!!! mess!....so i know cris likes me it's been confirmed and ....i like him BUT this note was fake just to get chels off cris' back (she's been asking him for weeks who he likes) and he doesn't really like haylee....but she likes him and thinks he likes her...but he doesn't.....but she gets sooo happy around him....she's like me around him! and audrey and i don't want to crush her dreams so it's like WHAT DO WE DO???

and on top of that chelsea broke up with cody and someone thinks her and zach have something goin.....and donavin likes haylee....so basically its a love knot! cody (we all love him!!!) chels (honestly she was about to get punched today) and zach....and donavin haylee cris me.....it's some crazy drama dude!!! nothing like i have ever dealt with before!!!

ANYWAYS!!! i had a pretty rocky day...but anyways how was your day?

i haven't updated in a while so i'm trying to think of interesting stuff that's happened....and nothings really coming to mind so i'm just gonna leave you with my 5...

1. Blink 182- I'm Lost Without You
2. Hawthorne Heights-Somewhere In Between
3. The Maine- Whoever She Is
4. Red Jumpsuit Apparatus-Pen and Paper
5. Train-Meet Virginia

don't forget to add my new lines buzznet!!! cupcakesinwonderland.buzznet.com and follow me on twitter!!! twitter.com/karma_sucks

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

this really dramatic chick is making a lot of......well drama! i'm not naming names but she's off my friend list....as for the relationships part.....haha well not really gonna go into that either....Let's just not talk about this stuff! it's boring and you've heard it all before.

i have new pics!!!! finally!!!

and i did daniels hair today!!!

yes beautiful ik lol

well i think i'll leave....after my 5

1. young-hollywood undead
2. this is who we are-hawthorne heights
3. poppin champagne=all time low
4. cinderella story-mudvayne
5. baby you won't last a minute on the creek-chiodos

well what have you guys been up to?
whats your favorite band?

don't forget to stop by my last journal and leave me comments and questions that will all be discussed in an upcoming journal!!!

xoxo

p.s. follow me on twitter!!! karma_sucks look for me!!!

well anyways...i'm making this next journal all about you guys!!! what do you want to know? what do you want me to talk about? it's all up to you guys!

leave me a comment and let me know!!!

until next time

xoxo

The next day was obviously prom! i wore this

with crazy tube socks and converse and a red zebra print hoodie haha

before the dance cody and i went to sonic.....then decided to walk to taco bell.....then to the gas station....then back to sonic where we waited. and then we went to pick up kylee and then went to the dancey dance. it was soo fun! like i'm usually not the dance type person but it was really fun!!! clean up was really funny to watch haha everyone was climbing ladders and standing on top of lockers in their dresses and shit it was great!

the next day was MY BIRTHDAY!!!! i was still awake at midnight so of course i harrassed everyone about it.....then i did the can can haha then went to bed and awoke about 6 hours later. chelsea and my family and i went and got starbucks. then i came home opened presents, ate sushi, ate cupcakes, and went bowling. haha it was overall a pretty good day.

that next week was pretty lame....no news....but last week was spring break! and i did absolutely nothing!!! i went shopping and that's about it. i layed in my bed all week! it was great!!! my moms birthday was thursday and there was a huge snow storm that day! it sucked!!! haha duh but yea...

this is pretty much all i did this break

theres more but i got tired lol

yea i'm very productive right. haha right....

so this week so far i started reading a tale of two cities for english and.....i don't understand it haha i printed out spark notes so well see if i get it now....and thats basically all that's been going on this week....pretty boring so far.

well i must go write this stupid paper after i give you my top 5...

1. Pale Bride-the Von Bodies
2. One Month Off-Bloc Party
3. Freaxx-Brokencyde
4. Lemon Meringue Tie-Dance Gavin Dance
5. Chelsea Smile-Bring Me The Horizon

what's your favorite song?

jelly beans or hot tamales?

xoxo

so tomorrow is prom and i have to stay like 2 hours late to clean up! UGH!!! in my gorgeous dress none the less. urg. and sunday's my birthday!!!! yay!!! so i will be cleaning for the first hour of my birthday.....and i don't getta go to ihop for the after party because i have to fuckin clean!!!! UGH!!!!

anyways last week we had nomination speeches and cody was a nominee and this is what he wore...

no he wasn't running for queen no he wasn't running for princess and no that's not a kilt! haha he's wearing my skirt and leggings!!! it was amazing!!! but he didn't win king =( i was sad

this is my prom dress!!! it'll look better tomorrow though and i'll have pics up.

so i'm going to leave you all with some songs of wisdom

1. Through the glass-Stone Sour
2. whisperer-VersaEmerge
3. Past Praying For-VersaEmerge
4. Outside-Staind
5. Suzie- Boy Kill Boy

how have you all been???

what's your favorite song right now???

xoxo